Hello readers. I write to you from my work office, at my new job. So, we have moved to a new place. Left behind our small group of pagan friends (and our new coven) and this stinks. We don't know anyone here, and there are no new age stores (to our knowledge). However, we have been very positive and know that this is the right move for us. I have been saying for years I have felt drawn to this area and that we would one day end up here.
I do however miss the friendship and understanding of our group. We will try to attend channeling group once a month (currently its twice a month on Saturdays) since going to all of them would be draining travel wise (and gas $$ wise). We are about 2 hours from where our groups meet. We will also try to attend sabatts/esbatts if they fall on weekends. I was really excited about the coven, and I know we will continue to work with them.
Plus, one of our friends from this circle of people just had a stroke, and its hard that we are not with our other friends for support. She is fine, but it is scary and she is currently in rehab. She was only 50, so this was very unexpected.
When we moved into our apartment, we cleansed it and burn candles frequently to keep the energy positive. We keep the apartment clean (unlike previous residences) as it really does keep the energy fresh and positive. I have set up an alter, which is nice since I haven't had one for a while. We had some form of a spirit in our closet. I didn't notice at first, it was more of a "if there was a spirit in this house, it would be the closet!) But the first night we slept there, I realized there WAS a spirit in the closet! He didn't come out, but he was looking at me- and I don't like that to much. He wasn't mean, or trying to hurt me. The next day, I cleansed the closet, and told him he needed to move on, and only loving energy was here now. I tried to show him the way to the light. He seemed interested in what I was saying, and gave it thought. I do not believe he has fully crossed over, but his presence has lessened and I am no longer afraid to leave the door open. I don't feel like he is staring at me. I think he feels safe with us, and spends more of his time now on the other side. As for more information on him...all I know is he is a man, around 35 or so, and I think he died from hanging...when I first went to investigate, I got suicide by hanging and was nervous he had done it in our closet (but, there isn't anything to hang on). So, I think he died close by, possibly by suicide and some how was attracted to this apartment. I feel a sad/sorrow feeling, and that he was a loving, but sad man in life.
So, that's where I am now. Life is pretty good...in transition. I hope to keep up my practice of witch craft because it does make me feel more balanced. Sadly, I needed to take off some of my pagan bumper stickers, since I will be visiting families and do not want them to feel intimidated of me or make false judgements. A few years ago, I wouldn't have cared but I've grown up, and am not stupid! I can be "pagan and proud" without my car saying so. Though I do plan to get more "accepted" ones like Love & Peace and so on.
Lastly, me and my boyfriend have been reading about feng-shui , (sp?)and its very interesting. We are trying to feng-shui our apartment. Very neat stuff.
Love and light to you all!
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